Opposites Attract

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I like Britney, he likes Gaga.

I like movies, he likes video games.

I like walking, he likes running.

These are just a few examples of the everyday battles we face because of our completely opposite tastes! At times it can be quite frustrating, especially when I want to watch a film and he looks like he’d rather rub his face on a cheese grater. But in the long run, I think it’s good that we are so different. He may think I am stubborn and set in my ways (which I am), but the truth is I really value his opinion, and it often challenges me to re-evaluate my stand on things, even if it doesn’t always come across.

And I like to think that the same goes for him. I’ve seen a big difference in him since we’ve been together. for example, I’m a neat freak and hate a messy house, whereas he used to have a very ‘relaxed’ approach to housekeeping. But nowadays he probably does more housework than me. He’s always washing dishes and clothes! And I’ve also developed a more lenient approach to what I consider messy.

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I remember an episode of Modern Family that was about whether people can change or not. When asked how much people could change, Mitchell replied “People are who they are, give or take 15 percent. That’s how much people can change if they really want to. Whether it is for themselves or for the people they love.” This always stuck with me. 15%. Is it a lot? Is it not enough? Is it realistic? I don’t know what your opinion is on the subject, but for me, I came to the conclusion that I would be happy to be 15% adaptable. It’s a good percentage to aim for! It’s high enough to see a difference, but not so much that you lose yourself in the process. And for the one I love, I will more than willingly try to get up to that 15% in order to make him happy, because I know he is willing to do the same for me. Sometimes I may fall short, but I really try. 

And this mentality has worked out well for us when it comes to the tricky parts. But it’s funny because even though we have our differences, in other ways we are so in-sync. We have the same dark sense of humour. We often finish each others sentences. We have the same fashion sense and are always stealing each others clothes. And I can almost always tell what he’s thinking and he knows me really well too. These natural similarities are the reason we were so attracted to one another in the first place, and the differences only help to make these connections that much more special.

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We may still argue about what takeout to get, and we are always on opposite sides during a celebrity argument, but in the end it doesn’t really matter. I love him because he is so different to me. It keeps me on my toes. And making up after a heated argument can be quite thrilling too!

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New Year, New Me… Just Joking!

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Fooled you there for a minute didn’t I!? If I see another ‘New Year, New Me’ post anywhere on this planet I think I will have a breakdown!

I know it’s the second day of FEBRUARY, but it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything and I just wanted to give a little life update before I (hopefully) return for good!

I’m a little late to the party, but I’ve always done things in my own time! So far, 2016 has been off to a great start. I wouldn’t say I have radically changed myself to coincide with any New Year’s resolutions, but I have made a few small changes that are having positive effects.

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One of the biggest things happened last week. I achieved one of my ultimate life goals. As of last Thursday, I am now the proud owner of a FIAT 500! If you don’t understand how big a deal that is to me, refer to my ‘about me’ page. My husband and I are financially tied in for five years, but it’s been a very big milestone for us to buy a car together.

Speaking of my husband, he has a new job working in a shop that has been really good for him. Before he used to work in a busy cafe in London that was very emotionally and physically draining for him. But now he is closer to home and much happier within his environment. As the saying goes: Happy Wife, Happy Life (we need a ‘husband’ alternative for that!).

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Things have been going so well for us at home that we have even decided to try and change up our diet and daily routine by including some more exercise and healthy eating. We did a cabbage soup detox last week, which was simply torturous. I think I’m going to boycott soup until 2017. But it was something that we did together which made it all worthwhile, and we were motivating one another for a change! Normally it’s a struggle for us to work out together or eat right but so far we’ve been really in sync.

Work has been very busy over the last few months (hence the prolonged absence), but I am determined to find time for myself and my hobbies. I’ve really missed writing my blog as well as reading other WordPress gems! The plan is to come back on a more regular basis now though, so fingers crossed for success.

That’s about all that’s been going on in quiet suburbia. Life has been carrying on as usual, mothers taking children to school, couples walking dogs to the park and my husband and I, driving around town in our shiny new car!

 

Welcome to the Neighbourhood

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I’ve taken a little bit of a break from WordPress over the last couple of weeks. I was very busy with work and honestly wasn’t feeling very inspired.

This week I’ve started following some new blogs, and have just been quietly absorbing this lovely community, regaining my focus and admiring some wonderfully written works.

It’s made me evaluate what I want my blog to be about, and what I want to say. I think I’m going in the right direction, but I just need a little bit more discipline!

One of the things that I’ve enjoyed a lot and I think has been well received has been the Man Crush Monday. So this is something I’m going to continue to do frequently, and hopefully consistently!

Also, I like sharing personal experiences and advice. As one half of a gay couple I am always fascinated when I discover blogs with similar lifestyles and stories. Finding people who can share my aspirations, obstacles and milestones is always fun, and I hope to be more of a voice in that sense.

When I started, I had it in my mind that Pink Suburbia was going to be about my gay life in suburbia, and while it is still an ongoing theme, here I’m able to share my passions for film, television, entertainment, and most importantly, my husband.

With Pink Suburbia I’ve created a little online home for myself, on a gay-friendly street with the most fascinating neighbours. So if you’re reading this, it means I have another chance to welcome you to the neighbourhood! On Wednesdays we wear pink.

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Lazy Sunday…

After the week I’ve had, I want nothing more than to continue to lay in bed, watching time go by. At least for a little bit longer.

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This week, I’ve been on a training course for work, which was both fantastic and exhausting. Living in suburbia and having to trek to south east London has been like Frodo taking the ring to Mordor! But it was all for a good cause and actually made me look at my job as more of a career than just a place where I get paid every month.

I work for a fantastic company and I just feel like I could benefit from being in a different sector. I don’t know if I’m quite ready for it or if my bosses will think I’m ready right now, but it’s definitely a possibility and a challenge, which makes me optimistic.

However exciting that may be, I don’t want to think about it now though. I am very content next to my sleeping husband on this cold Sunday morning, and don’t want my mind to be anywhere else!

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I find that when it gets started its a one-stop train to crazy town, imagining all the best and worst possible outcomes and overthinking every little action. It’s hard to get a grip at times, so the best thing is not to wind it up.

I suppose all of us are a little bit like that. When we achieve one thing we are looking for the next. Which is good, overall. But we should just take the time to enjoy what we have, and appreciate the little moments too. Or even the non-moments, like the one I’m experiencing right now. I know tomorrow will come eventually, but I’m in no rush for it to arrive.

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Cooling Down or Freezing Out?! Knowing When to End an Argument…

Are you really just cooling off after the argument, or are you giving the cold shoulder for days on end?

I am absolutely no expert in relationships or making them work! Whenever I give people advice, I always hate to come across like a know-it-all or as if I feel superior, because I believe that every relationship is unique, and what works in mine isn’t guaranteed to work in yours. This post is about something that happened in my relationship earlier this week. Ironically, it was a situation in which I didn’t follow my own advice!

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My husband has recently started a new job, which I am very happy about! (get that money, honey!) I’m glad that he is finally in a situation to make new friends and experience a little bit of what the city has to offer. He’s now working in a busy station in London, which is his first job here in the country (we recently relocated from Brazil).

On his first day at his new job, I was very worried about how he was getting on, with the language barrier and even just being able to get around London. He knows suburbia like the back of his hand by now, but London is foreign territory. I was hoping to get some texts from him to let me know when he would be home, if he got lost etc. Long story short, there was a lack of communication on his part, and overprotective instincts on mine.

giphy (3)Instead of discussing it with him, I had been advised to talk to him about it another time, so as not to ruin his first day (“he probably just got caught up in the excitement”). I tried to follow that advice… Big mistake! I am not a person who can hide how I’m feeling. I have the face of a slapped arse when I’m pissed off and everyone knows it. So when he got home, and saw my face, he asked what was wrong.

“I don’t want to get into an argument. We can talk about it tomorrow.” and what ensued was one of our worst arguments in a long time. In trying to put off the discussion, I unintentionally created an even bigger situation! We argued, and then stopped talking altogether, and then argued some more, and then we went to bed without speaking. There was an unresolved storm gathering over our heads, causing a horribly sleepless night.
giphy (5)The next morning, we tried to speak before going to work, but time was short, and things were still frosty when we went our separate ways. Eventually, we made our peace like many 21st Century couples, through Facebook (on Messenger though, not on our public feed!). And that evening we were able to sit down and actually have a civilized conversation.

The whole situation could probably have been avoided, had we just discussed what was going on. Roni hates it when there’s something wrong and I don’t want to talk about it or tell him what it is. My coping mechanism is to just close myself off and not deal with it. It’s an instinct that I am constantly fighting. We’ve had many conversations about it and try hard not to go to bed angry. Things had been doing really well, but sometimes if we don’t think through our actions and their consequences, mistakes can happen. We’re only human!

giphy (1)It’s never easy to air out negative feelings and emotions, and that’s why I used to run away from them. But the truth is, when we talk it out, listen and try to reach common ground, however hard it is to get to, it doesn’t have to prolong the struggle. You’re going to have to face the problem at some point! I would never want to get to the point where we give each other the silent treatment for days, weeks or months even. I guess sometimes it can be good to give yourself some time to cool off, but wait too long and you start to get frostbite.

Did I Rush Into My Marriage?

Moving in together so quickly was like a crash-course in learning to be in love.

Last week was the 2 year anniversary of my first date with Roni, my husband. It got me thinking: Is that it? Is that all the time we’ve spent together? 730 days? It just doesn’t feel like it’s enough time for us to have accomplished all that we have with our relationship. We were officially dating 3 weeks later, by late September we had moved in and by the next February we were engaged. All in a little over six months. Sometimes I can’t help but wonder, did I rush into my marriage?10858396_10155580714775277_3942142942494212783_n I don’t feel like anything was forced or hurried along by either party. The truth is he pursued me with a lot of gusto, and when I realised that this was what I really wanted, that he was what I really wanted I reciprocated by asking him to move in with me, after less than a month of dating. That’s just how things worked out for us. There are couples who I know who have been together for over 2 years, some even longer, and there is no way in hell they are ready to be married. I can say with 100% certainty that 6 months into the relationship, we knew each other far better than some couples who have been together for years. Moving in together so quickly was like a crash-course in learning to be in love.

I have never known anyone as well as I know him. And in some ways, I think I know him better than I know myself. While I am still trying to figure out who I am, he is a constant. And even though I feel like I am constantly changing, he knows the things that will never change about me. All the little details that are embedded in my DNA and can’t be scrubbed out. These are the things that we discovered within those six months. Spending day in, day out together.11052514_738103006287275_4077121442742258273_n That’s not to say it was all a walk in the park! I learnt very early on that he hates housework and he learnt that I am a bit of a neat freak. There were days when I wanted to smash all the dirty dishes on the floor because of the mess, and he would simply add to it and walk away to get back at me for being too controlling. It was a passive-aggressive mess! It’s funny to look back now, because we have both become so different. He has grown into his househusband role and I’ve definitely stopped sweating over the little things. Well, I’m probably still a control freak, but I definitely think I’ve gotten better!

The challenges we faced living together weren’t something that happened because we were too hasty with our living arrangements, though. On the contrary, I’m glad that we were able to see what the other person is like when they are in their natural habitat. It meant there would be no surprises later on. Also, because we were still in that honeymoon phase where you can’t stay mad at each other for too long, it meant we were able to end the fights a lot sooner. Now we are both stubborn and our pride gets in the way, so the silent treatment can be dragged out longer than it has to! 1393442_10154928756070277_744583811687212607_nSometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we had taken it slow. At the time, it just didn’t seem like an option. And even looking back two years later I don’t think I could have done anything differently. Even if I wanted to. I know it probably sounds a little juvenile or naive but it’s the God’s honest truth. It felt out of my control. And the moments when I did have my doubts or I stopped to think about whether it was the right thing or not were so short-lived. The more time I spent with him, the more I looked forward to spending MORE time with him.

Did I rush into my marriage? The honest answer is no. And the only reason I contemplate it is because society has taught me to feel this way at times. The occasional shocked expression from people when I tell them how long we have been together, or if I run into someone who I haven’t seen in 3 years. I guess our timetable just didn’t follow normal, social standards. Probably because we were leading with our hearts instead of our brains! I’m not saying it’s this way for everyone, or that it’s necessarily the best way to get into such a serious, lifelong commitment, but I wouldn’t change a thing. Because we have hit so many milestones so early on, it just means that we have more time to discover new ones!